Outsided
Name:
Nicole Gaa
Major: English
Hometown: Gurnee
Faculty Sponsor:
Richard Meier
Other Sponsors:
Type of research: Independent research
Abstract
I have treaded carefully when I wrote poems. Straying away from being inside them or using too much I. Cautious to not be too political or too personal. In class I had been told that a poem should do more than one thing, such as just being political. (Perhaps poems should then be able to hula-hoop or spin yarn?) How can poetry balance identity, experience, and opinion? All the while, being able to stand alone as art. How does one find such a balance? This set of poems explores balancing, or not, what a poem can do. They are written while listening to and stealing language from conversations, french music, and television. The stolen language is then constructed into poems based on sound and word-play. In college I have sought balance, specifically when it came to imperative components of my identity: Christian Asian-White American Woman. In attempting to balance and construct and define myself, I have concluded that treading carefully and erasing myself from my poems goes against my values. Balance and multitasking poems are desirable, and so is challenging what one is told - about art or themselves.